anything?

I'm not the 'living for the moment' type of person. I'm more of the over-analyzing, self-conscious type of person. I feel like I'm not allowed to make mistakes. I always have to look behind my back to make sure I took the right steps, choices, decisions. There's no room for mistakes. There's only room for perfection. I have to be perfect. I have to pretend I'm perfect. If I'm not perfect, I'm not anything.