Saturday, April 25, 2009

is this it?

What am I supposed to do when you give up on me?


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You're my friend. You're not supposed to make me choose between you and another friend. It's like saying, "If you had to save one person, would it be your mom or your dad?" It's not fair. I won't choose. I'd rather die saving both than losing one.



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You feel better, but I feel like dying inside. Even though I'm talking to you right now, I can't tell you how I really feel.


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& sometimes I wish life would go back to the way it used to be. I feel like I'm losing everyone, one day at a time.

What'll happen after?

Well, you'll forget me, and I'll be nothing but a memory.