Please, slow down World.

Life's moving too fast, and I can't seem to catch up anymore. Please, slow down World.

the fear.

Sometimes I'm afraid to leave. I have this horrible feeling that when I leave, every thing's going to change. I'll come back, but there won't be anything to come home to. I'll probably try searching for everyone that I once knew and had in my life, but it won't be the same. Maybe I won't be recognizable, or possibly people won't remember me. Maybe I'll be just someone of the past, and nothing of the present or future. I think the worst part is, I'm afraid I won't matter anymore.

So you ask me,

are you afraid?

Yes, yes I am.

& I get so tired.

I'm done. I'm not going to care anymore.
If you don't appreciate me, that's your loss.

& I'll pretend it's 11:11 every minute of the day

It'd be nice if I could keep all of my favorite people and still be as close with them in the future as I am today because I have a strong feeling that I won't be able to live a single day without them in my life.

the things I hate

I know it's wrong, but I can't help but feel a bit tired of life.

But everybody's changing, and I don't feel the same.

fallen

you always hurt my feelings, and I'm tired of caring.

Hi, Lady.

So, today the Marsupial ( Tracy ) surprised me with Tablo's book, Pieces of You! I've been wanting to buy the book for a month or so, and I guess the Marsupial remembered me mentioning it, and she bought it for me :D & she wrote me a little message in a polar bear card because she knows I love polar bears.

Hey lady, I know you're reading this entry because you like stalking me and checking up on me ( what a freak, what a freak), so I just want to let you know that it really meant a lot to me. I know I'm probably the meanest person to you, but it doesn't mean that I care any less for you. I appreciate every little thing that you do for me. You are wonderful, LADY :D & don't worry! When I'm gone, I'll still keep you sane. You better answer my calls when I call you -_x I don't like our little phone-tag games.