& I'll pretend it's 11:11 every minute of the day

It'd be nice if I could keep all of my favorite people and still be as close with them in the future as I am today because I have a strong feeling that I won't be able to live a single day without them in my life.

the things I hate

I know it's wrong, but I can't help but feel a bit tired of life.

But everybody's changing, and I don't feel the same.

fallen

you always hurt my feelings, and I'm tired of caring.

Hi, Lady.

So, today the Marsupial ( Tracy ) surprised me with Tablo's book, Pieces of You! I've been wanting to buy the book for a month or so, and I guess the Marsupial remembered me mentioning it, and she bought it for me :D & she wrote me a little message in a polar bear card because she knows I love polar bears.

Hey lady, I know you're reading this entry because you like stalking me and checking up on me ( what a freak, what a freak), so I just want to let you know that it really meant a lot to me. I know I'm probably the meanest person to you, but it doesn't mean that I care any less for you. I appreciate every little thing that you do for me. You are wonderful, LADY :D & don't worry! When I'm gone, I'll still keep you sane. You better answer my calls when I call you -_x I don't like our little phone-tag games.

is this it?

What am I supposed to do when you give up on me?


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You're my friend. You're not supposed to make me choose between you and another friend. It's like saying, "If you had to save one person, would it be your mom or your dad?" It's not fair. I won't choose. I'd rather die saving both than losing one.



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You feel better, but I feel like dying inside. Even though I'm talking to you right now, I can't tell you how I really feel.


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& sometimes I wish life would go back to the way it used to be. I feel like I'm losing everyone, one day at a time.

What'll happen after?

Well, you'll forget me, and I'll be nothing but a memory.